Emme

Imagine you're all alone, have no one to turn to. Everybody know how many good friends you have, how much they mean to and what they are willing to do for you. Your family is the best you can have, supporting, understanding, loving, honest, respectful, and they have faith in you, everyone has faith in you. You know what you are able to accomplish, what your strengths and weakneses are, what has made you the one you are today, and how you should and will have success in your life. Still, this awful feeling strikes you and there is nothing you could do about it. Your mind, body, soul, and heart turn and twist themselves until you can't stand it anymore. When there is time for wondering and thinking, that is when you are in deep water. It should be you and only you for the closest time but right now, it's hard. You know that you promised yourself to do the best you can to not think in this way, about this, but sometimes, when you're ready for it, thoughts turn into reality.

You want those arms around you to feel secure. You want that voice to keep you calm. You want to feel that you are something to someone.

Yours tenderly,